I’m a 19 year old young man and have I got a story to tell you!

Well I was in a serious relationship for 8 months, man, i loved her so much. She came into my life when I really needed someone, the first 4 months of the relationship were the most happiest times of my life. I finally found someone that understood me and too be honest, take care of me.

So then came the 4 months after, well i guess you can say it was hell. It starts off when she needed me and I wasnt there for her, she would be looking for me but I would try too stay away. I had her, but I messed it up, one day!! My phone broke and wasnt able too reach her any more, thats when hell came.

She would usually call me on my house phone but she wasnt any more, I was worried!! We started getting into arguments, and soon enough I made the mistake of putting my hands on her, i so regret from the bottom of my heart ever laying a hand on her.

Slowly but surely, she was slippin away, i had too get her back. But she treated me different,there was no love any more and it seemed like she was breaking my heart on purpus.

We broke up for a while, then I found out she was talking to another man, I quickly went too her house and somehow we got back together. but then again, the arguments and fighting came too surface, mostly becuase I thought she wasnt acting the way she was suppose too, I can already tell that something or someone was on her mind, i wanted too erase that, but it just didn’t happen, things got worse.

I was at her house one day and she said she was pregneant, so we were on our way to the clinic when we had another argument, I was infuriated becuase she was acting like a complete B&%$@!! We were playing at first but then she got violent with me and using harsh words, so i banged her door down and helled her too the ground, yelling at her.

Afterwards, I felt really bad for being so violent but deep down I was heart broken becuase my baby wasn’t the same any more. We were talking for a couple of minutes when out of nowhere the police came, I was arrested and put into jail, i was too have no contact with her, so when I got out she called me unexpectedly, but I avoided her.

So a month passed and I found a job and was doing good, but missing her. One day I saw her and man was she looking fine!! I had too talk to her again, according too me, forget the law im gonna talk too her. I did, and surprisingly we actually got along well, but only for a while. Things started to go to hell again, and so we just broke up.

I didn’t want any trouble, and she was mature about us breaking up, she said it would be better if we just break up, it was hard too take after all we’ve been through, but I know its for the best. So I respect her even though she probably hates me, I wish her luck finding someone to take care of her, becuase that’s one girl I should have been taking care of.